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Assalamualaikum. and hi everyone! so. i had my glorious holiday for almost a year full. i got the email from KKM few days ago. i was in Perak fetching my not so lil bro. he finished his diploma, alhamdulillah. i went to perak with mak and abah. we had an overnight stay at a nicely wooden-decorated-hotel. we love to support Us. us is Us. who else would support us if we don't? ikr. hmm, not in the mood to discuss on this topic.  the nreal topic now isssssssss... the placement aplication. im so doomed! i cant decide which hospital im going yet. i hope i could run to my family when i need them but i cant be foolish to 'fikir pendek' and choose the nearest hospital for 2 years HO, and suffer pjj with my beloved family for the rest of my life... dilemma doubtful scared mess nervous angry. because i did not revise anything yet. regret it a bit..  i met a Dr when i accompanied emak for her regular hpt follow up. the doctor is a MO maybe, im not sure bu

Assalamualaikum. since i have nothing to do. so yeah, this is my second post with interval for only a few hours. weird me is typing aggressively here after years. i am so lucky to have my ABAH and EMAK as my parents. they are perfectly matched and complete each other. hahaha. my Emak always support me. i just realized it recently. can you see how dumb am i?! she never say no to our wish. she allow us to wish and act as we like as long as we don't cross the boundaries. she always fight for us. my father also is the same. but of course there will be tons of question and being query on our wish or plan is a must thing to do for him. hahahahhahaha. i know its for our safety and good. All his advice and reminder are always right and precise. serve me right for ignoring them. dush!! its ironic when im the one who always fail to control myself. im not a decent daughter yet for them. i know it and i regret it so much every time i realized it. maybe sometimes it just happen at the wro

Hi there!  Assalamualaikum. I bet no one is reading mine actually. but for my own sake. i prefer to write here. well, its 2018 now. i always write here when i dont really think that i got other place to bebel. its a bit safer here, I guess! i tried twitter, but it doesnt work much for me. it gave me headache. ive been thinking on how to improve myself in terms of everything. yupp, everything does mean EVERYTHING! i know i am no where to be perfect. whether its duniawi or ukhrowi things. i change then i revert then i change and i fail again and again and again.. for now, im not sure which topic i would like to share here. maybe i will just type randomly what cross my mind now. i went to some places recently. ouh, yeah. i graduated last year on October. Alhamdulillah. my blood sweat and tears yang bergelen gelen tu paid off. Now, im having a very long holiday. the days that ive been waiting deadly so much for yearsss. as usual, when we are in the situation itself, its too overwh